Last Call - Encounters With Loved Ones Who Have Passed

Right. Leprechaun in space. That was a good 1.

Yeah. Are we live? That's a

I think we're live Yeah. Talking about leprechauns in

space and shit. Mhmm.

I don't have anything on the screen yet, Gail. Uh-oh.

I don't know what to tell you. Uh-oh. Do

you are you live on your end yet? We are 100%

professionals. We are a 100% live on Black Cat Report.

Oh, there we are. Okay. Are you good? It always just takes a

couple seconds. There we are. Good evening,

everyone. Good evening, lady

and gentlemen. Good evening. Welcome to Beer,

Boos and Boogeymen episode 4. Can you believe it's already

episode 4? Mm-mm. Mhmm. It's,

sneaks up on you, doesn't it? It really does. It really does.

Mhmm. And, I think we're all pretty excited about this 1. I know

I am. Yeah. This is gonna be a real

special 1 for, folks. I have the feeling.

Yeah. Yeah. I'm I'm hoping, there there's a couple people I'm hoping

will call in that I I know, have some stories,

with tonight's topic. But, speaking of that, did you wanna go ahead

and introduce that? Well, we decided to call this 1 last

visit. It's gonna be about communication

with those that have passed away, your loved 1 that that have passed away, be

it a relative, a friend, or even, you know, a loved pet that may

have somehow communicated with you in the afterlife. So

as usual, you know, I've got a couple stories. I may get a little emotional

during these because, you know, you guys kinda know probably who they're

about. But so when I start talking about mine, you may have to

give me a minute if I get a little choked up. So, like, I'm already

starting to choke up just kinda thinking about it. So, anyway, let's,

let let's do our normal rounds before I get too emotional already.

So Alright. Alright. I'll I'll kick it

off tonight. I never go first because I got a really cool 1.

It is Deftones' Phantom Bride. I

believe the company is belching beaver.

Wow. Yeah. Absolutely love that. No. It's

really good. I could never find any of this stuff you guys can

find. I know. We're gonna just have to start shipping it to you before the

episodes, like, like, a week beforehand on the DL.

Yeah. Right. Joey, what you got? Well, like,

last month, almost said week. I feel like it's weekly.

I got a Shiva pale ale. It's always great from Asheville Brewing.

Really great 1. So I'll continue that trend this week Cat next

this month. Next month, I will grab a new beer, and we'll see what

it tastes like. Alright.

Well I am rocking. Because he's just

I'm rocking Voodoo Ranger again. Again? No.

It's a classic. It's a classic. Okay. Readily available. Absolutely

delicious. Unlike Damien, I didn't get the weird fruity 1. I

actually got the OG, which tastes good. Well,

like I've said for the last 4 months, I could never get lucky and find

anything remotely paranormal. So this time, I went

with, since I'm a big monster energy drink fan, I

went with the monster beast, the energy monster.

Oh, how is that? I I've been thinking about getting 1 of them, but It

tastes just like a fucking monster until it's until it's in

your retina here, then Cat starts to temp. Drive. Right.

Until until right in here, it burns a little, but it tastes just like a

monster. And then just for shits and giggles, I got this stuff called Pirate

Water. It's supposed to be margarita flavored, so we'll see what happens when I

crack it open. Oh, wow. Are either 1 of those alcoholic? Are they

1 of those alcoholic? They are. Wow. The monster 1 has

6% alcohol by volume, and the other 1 is

10% alcohol by volume. Holy shit. That's the margarita?

Yeah. That's the margarita 1. So we're taking donations

for, Boos' Uber home tonight from

where he is recording. Don't buy him a

coffee. It's buy him a new about $20, y'all.

Right. No. We

need 1 of these companies to to sponsor us, and then and then that'll

that'll cover Boos Uber every day. It would.

Mhmm. Yeah. And maybe they could send me something to drink. That's that's kinda

goes with the show. But something this kinda does, it's

called, you know, monster, and and it's a beast. And this other one's got

a skull on it. So you know? K. That works. Good enough.

Yeah. Right. Good enough. So You did good, dude. You did good.

Alright, fellas. Well, let's go ahead and get

into it because we I think we're gonna have a lot to get through. I've

got a couple of Kristen stories. I actually have a

personal a very quick 1 that is fresh. It is

recent. Happened at Tombstone. I

just got back from Tombstone for the listeners, and it was

awesome and, Paranormal

infused. Couldn't Beer you for a second. So I've got that. I know

we're gonna have some callers tonight. How

about Dee? You wanna kick us off with a story?

Per use? I I guess I will. Alright.

Let's see. Where shall I start? I'll start with

this 1 because this 1 I shouldn't get too emotional with this 1. This 1

was actually pretty pretty rad. So

right now, I'm recording from my mom's house.

So back in 2020, my

aunt passed away from leukemia. I was living here at the

time. She was living here. She passed away in our living room.

And so, you know, that that hit me pretty hard. It hit all of us

pretty hard. She was like my second mom. You know? And

her room was right across from mine. So I got so used to hearing

her breathe the machine at night. Like, when she passed away, it was

like the silence, like, killed me. And

so I had to start sleeping with the TV on and never been the

type to sleep with the TV on. I just had to have some kind of

noise. So fast forward to probably a year later,

you know, I'm done married. I've been moved out,

living where my wife was living at the time, and

my my aunt was a real heavy smoker all the way up to, like, the

week that she passed away, like, just 1 right after the other. And,

we got this sudden whiff of strong cigarette smoke in our house. Me and my

wife's the only 2 home, neither 1 of us smoked, And she was

like, you know, I smell smoke. You know? And

we had neighbors, but not close enough to where if they were outside smoking, we

could smell it. And she just like she goes, get

out some of your equipment. So I got out my my rim pod.

I got AAK2 meter, set them up on the bed, and she's

like, let's just test something. Let's just see if this is who we

think it is. And so I start asking

questions. Questions about my aunt's stuff

that she liked, stuff like that. I'll be like, if this is you, aunt

Sharon, I want you to to make 1 of these devices

light up or go off. Only 1 she interacted with

was the k 2 meter. So I would ask multiple choice questions.

So, like, the first question I ask okay. Your favorite TV

show. When I name your favorite TV show, I want you to light 1 of

these devices up. 1st show I named, nothing

happened. Second thing, nothing happened. 3rd

show, which was her favorite show, Supernatural, the k

2 went all the way to the red. I'm like, okay.

Then I named 1 more. I did, like, 444 choices.

4th 1 did nothing. I'm like, okay. Then I

asked, who's your favorite sports team? She was a big

football fan. Named 4 different teams. When it got to

her favorite team, it lit up. I'm like, okay. It's 2 for

2. I ask it 12 questions.

11 of those 12 questions lit up on the correct answer.

Oh, wow. And I'm like I'm like, if that's not her, that's a

really, really big coincidence. Because, like, my my wife didn't know the answers to this

stuff, and the only other person in the room was me, and I knew all

the answers. So

So every time it got to the correct answer other than 1 time, it lit

it lit it all the way up to the red. Yeah. And

I walked away. I was like, okay. That's gotta be her because,

you know, it answered every single question correctly.

And so I thought that was I thought that was pretty rad that

if it was her, you know, she was sitting there basically having a full blown

conversation with us. Wow. Wow. Wow.

Do how how long ago was that? Did I miss that? She

passed away in 2020. This probably happened

in 2021, probably 15, 16

months after she passed. Okay. Okay. So

Do you ever have you heard from her again in any way? Like, do

you sense a presence? Do you feel her sometimes?

Smell smoke? There there is there is times the very first episode we

did that I did from here. Yeah. Like I said, her room is

right here, and at some point, I hear somebody knocking on this

door in the room I'm in. That's right. Yeah. And

when I got done, my niece was in the next room, which used to be

my bedroom, and y'all walked out. I was like, hey. Did you get up and

knock on the door, you know, during the episode? She's like, no, but I heard

it. She's like, did you hear the footsteps in the hall? And I was like,

but, no, I had, you know, the headphones and stuff on. She goes, well, I

heard walking, and then I heard somebody knock on that door. And I was like

she goes, who do you think that was? And I pointed to her room. I

was like, I guarantee it was in Sharon letting me know that she was here

listening. That is so

cool. Thank you, g. Thank you so much.

What, Thank you, ma'am. Yeah. III don't

I'm I'm I don't want you to get choked up tonight, but, you know, we

we knew coming into this subject. Like, you know, it's it it can be it

can be hard talk about. It it can also be very just very,

reassuring, reconfirming, experience

for folks to have. Mhmm. And, you know,

folks, they they don't talk about it a

lot. I noticed that, like, you know, it's it it might be an uncomfortable

discussion to have, like, to talk about. But specifically with afterlife

communications, any, you know, messages and signs from the other side,

people kinda shy away from talking about that, like, you know, right out

front. Mhmm. And it's it's very confusing,

because come to find out, thanks to Gil, thanks to,

an article that he found a poll that he found,

I can't remember how many were in this poll. It was a it was a

good amount of people who took this poll, and it was all about, like,

how many have experienced signs and messages from past

unloved ones? How many have had dreams of past unloved ones?

And you would be shocked to see

the percentage of Americans who

have these kinds of experiences. I I

yeah. I know I was very, very shocked. It's like it's a majority of

people. It's a lot. A big amount. Yeah. 46%.

It's,

53% say Okay. They've ever been

visited by a dead family member in a

dream or some other form. Mhmm.

So over half of the

US population and this is as of August

2023. This is less than a year ago. Mhmm. The numbers

I'm looking at here, it was

was it was around yeah. So

5, 007, 5, 079 adults

took place in the survey in order for, like, the sample size, which

is a pretty decent sample size.

Mhmm. And yeah. And that that's,

we should honestly, we'll I I think we'll end up posting it,

after the show, like, up on, our different socials on,

like, you know, RKB Paranormal and Paranormal Girl on Black Cat Report

because the this is I don't know how

this research study flew under the radar. Yeah. Like, I

we were when we picked this topic for the show, and, you know,

we were all kind of, you know, a few weeks ago collecting articles about, like,

Cat, you know, let's kinda get some idea, like, kinda test the field, see how

people are interacting, how we should ask our questions, you know, planning for the

show. And and I came across this, and my jaw dropped. I

was like, why wasn't this front page news everywhere? I mean, especially,

like, all the 4 of us, you know, we're all in the paranormal

community. I didn't see shit about

this. And you're you're having over

half of the US population is just straight up saying

after a loved 1 has passed, they've had some form of meaningful contact with

them. Yeah. That isn't that that number is I would have been

freaked out if it was 1 tenth. Right. You know? Right. I feel

like that's still significant. Mhmm. Because we're we're talking

a 150, a 175, 000, 000 people.

Right. Yeah. It's nice. Yeah. And if, you know lot. I've

seen other polls, like, you know, just going through the paranormal, being so involved

for, like, the last 3 years. I've I've looked at other polls, like, percentage of

people who believe in demons or witchcraft or, you know,

whatever. No other subject of the paranormal,

stacks up to this. This is 1 of the largest segments of the

population that this kind of stuff happens to that I have seen.

And you're absolutely right. It flew under the radar. I had no idea.

Yeah. It's very personal. You know? It is. Yeah.

Maybe why people don't talk about it as much too. Like, we're just talking about

earlier. It's super personal to people. Maybe a little easier in,

like, a a form of, you know, just

calling because I imagine that's what the research poll was is just calling people, just

being like, hey. Did you have you had experiences is so easier for them

to be just like, yes. I've had an experience with this. And then be like,

great. You know? Like, that's you know, write that down.

You know, 1 out of 25100, you know, 26100,

whatever the number is. So it's, like, a lot easier than being like, hey. Let's

get into this of, like, what my experience was, which we're hoping a lot

of you will share today with us. Hopefully so. Absolutely. Yeah.

And and it it just clicked with me. You know, I I've been so

busy the last couple weeks with this new job and stuff. Like, it just clicked

with me this this story I've seen Beer. And I wish I

would have thought about it before, and I would y'all may have seen it about

this mom who seen her son who had passed

away, like, years ago, seen him on her

security camera in their living room 1 night. Woah.

Like and she, like, shared, like, you know, pictures of it, and it was kind

of somewhat pixelated because it was a you know, those

kind of cameras at times can suck, but she was like, that is my son,

and he had been dead for, like, 5 years. Oh, wow. Wow. Like, showed

up in the living room on her security camera. This was a

story from, like, a couple years ago, and I've come across it several different times

just on random posts on stuff, and it always just is. I'm like,

that's insane Yeah. That Beer gone

that long, and she just randomly gets a notification, like, on her phone,

like, an

alert saying there was motion detected or whatever. And she pulls it up, and she

sees her son standing in the living room. Wow.

Yeah. I'm gonna get oh,

no.

Alright. This is gonna be rough, guys. Yeah. Yeah.

You got this Yeah. Yeah. You got this Damion Only No. The only other thing

I I just wanted to tack on to that little little discussion there was, you

know, another reason that folks might not feel comfortable

about talking about this with others is there's still in a

a stigma associated with with any of this stuff.

And I think there is still a a stigma with that. So, yeah,

which is unfortunate because I've had personal experiences. Dee has had

personal experiences. What about you 2? Nope. Not

personally? No? No. Sadly, no. No. JB looks fine.

But but Yeah. But I will say just off the Cat. Sorry, Joey.

I'm popping in here. I will say off the Cat, this actually represents

the actual poll that we just represented, where half You do. Of the actual poll

that we just represented, where half really does. Of the hosts have

had experiences. The other half haven't. Mhmm. So in

in line with that stigma, I think that's part of the reason why we wanted

to do the show was to not just connect, not just help folks

relate, and also, you know, to kind of point

out, if you haven't had contact with a loved 1 who's passed on, it

doesn't mean they don't love you. You know? Right. And that's an

important thing Boos. But hearing these stories, I think, does,

give some semblance of, like, credence, some semblance of, like,

hope of, like, connection to these to these,

people, you know, human and nonhuman that, have

made such a difference in our lives as we're alive, you know, and that

we might have a connection with them again. And it also shows there

should be literally 0. I don't know

of anything in this country that half

over half of the country can agree on. I mean, we could barely do that

with presidential elections, y'all. Like, come on.

Good luck trying to get somebody elected into office with 53% of the

votes. You know? So, like,

so more people have had experiences than

have voted for either 1 of the presidents, if you look at it that way.

Don't feel alone. Mhmm. So you're saying there's something

to it. Mhmm. I'm saying it is the new third

party that we should all have for the

paranormal party. There we go.

Well, what, can I

jump into 1 of our listeners' stories? Because I have him in

my chat right now, so I wanted to kinda share his story, if

that's alright. I don't know if he's gotta go here. Getting late where he is

at. But, Michael, I'm gonna go ahead and read yours.

So this is from my friend, Michael. I have had him on the show,

and, he had a podcast of his own. I think it's gonna

be relaunched. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I do hope so. And he

sent me this a couple of days ago, so I'm just gonna read it

verbatim. Hey, Kristen. This is something that happened

to me. A good friend of mine who came back to say his final goodbye.

This is an emotional thing. So you already know I was in the

army. I'm considered a Persian Gulf era veteran. So me

and William met at Fort Sill in Oklahoma, became fast friends, and

basically brothers. We did a lot of our training together even

after training. Well, let's say shenanigans took place. Nothing

serious. Just a lot of fun. Then came the day where we got orders

to different duty stations. Nothing uncommon. We stayed in

touch and talked quite a bit. Well, William got orders to go

overseas, so to what we call the sandbox.

I missed my chance to go. I'm still pissed about that.

Sadly, I must say he came home in a box under the flag.

He died over there. He is originally from Ohio where I moved to.

Now where I work, we have vets here, and 1 of them came up to

me and handed me a rank and US Army uniform patch.

He said, this is from William. He says he is doing

good. Now as far as I know, the 2 of them have

never met. When I got these items, I could literally feel

his presence on them. I know they are from him.

I was wondering if I should share this, but I decided to share with you

and everyone else just to say our loved ones are safe, and they do come

back. They are with us. If I may say to my brother,

William, he knows exactly what this means. I can make a horse run. I

can make a bullfrog hop. This is a Fort Sill saying.

Oh, thank you. I love that saying, though. Thank you. Michael.

Thank you. And also thank you for your service. Yes. Mhmm. Thank you for

your service. Absolutely. Oh,

that's heavy. Who's got a joke? No.

Joey? That's what I brought you on the other side. Dashled.

Yes. I'm speechless on this 1.

0, man. Oh. What did what did you say at the beginning?

What did what did you say at the beginning? I said, sorry, Salem. You're gonna

have to sit over, like, on the floor and not on the desk. And you

usually, like you said something. So my Cat 1 of my

things I'm saying. Jokes, I just I just they go out of my head so

quickly. I don't remember. I just, like, in and out. Much memory. They get

as much memory as forethought when it comes to That's how I'm able to

live. That's how I'm able to live. Okay? It's just in 1 ear

out the other. Anyways, you told Salem to go back to

Massachusetts. That's how we're gonna close it. Thank you so much. Old

fashioned dad joke. Yes. I remember your jokes, Joey. Every

1 of them. It's a condition, actually. So I

have a story, if it's cool, if I if I share it. Absolutely.

Cool. The the person did, wish to remain

anonymous, so respecting that here, which

I do wanna remind everybody, when you whether you're calling

in or whether you're submitting a story, on any of our

submission links, we we give anonymous options for everything.

So always an option. It's just through an

Instagram message, but so a couple of years ago,

I lost my husband. I was absolutely devastated

and spiraled into depression, staying in

bed, crying all the time, and was asking for a

sign that he was still with me.

Morning, I woke up with someone cuddling me from behind,

spooning me. And for a second, I thought

it Cat all been a dream, But as I

came around, it disappeared.

It happened twice now, both times, when I've been really down.

Oh, that hits. Yeah. Thank

you, anonymous, for sharing your story. Thank you. Right. And

and it should bring her comfort knowing that he's still there

and letting her know that, hey. Everything's gonna be okay. Yeah. Mhmm.

Yeah. That's that's the sign. You know, I think a lot of people would

really love to have a sign like Cat. Like, the feeling of Mhmm.

Undeniable feeling that they are there, like a touch or a voice or

something. You know? A lot of people receive, all kinds of signs,

though. It can be just something, a special song between you 2,

a a feather, you know, like a coin. Like, there's all kinds of

ways that you can hear from, your your Report non

loved ones, and I just I find it very, very fascinating, just all of the

different ways that they can get across. Right.

Electricity is a huge 1, but, that is such a cool

story. Like, I just love Cat, the the feeling of actual

physical touch. That is so cool. And there

was there was a simplicity in the way that they wrote it out that was,

like, it it hits. I don't I don't know

if that if that makes sense or whatever, and I'm not saying that more words

can't be great or whatever, but I I just feel like they delivered a lot

in that 1 paragraph. Oh, wow. Like, it's just like Yeah.

We can all, like, imagine, like yeah. You know?

Right. Yeah. That's heavy. Real heavy. And,

and Kristen, you mentioned, you know, a song could could

be a way, of somebody letting you know, hey. I'm still here.

That that reminds me, this isn't my personal story, but it's 1 of my mom's.

I'm gonna share it because she we talked about it before we started recording. And,

she said if she's awake, she may type it out in the chat on on

whosever chat she was in. But I was like, you know what? I was like,

I can go ahead and tell it. Couple years ago, her best friend of,

like, gosh, 40 something years passed away.

Like I said, her best friend since she was a, you know, teenager 12, 13

years old. You know, my mom's in her sixties, so lifetime

friend, passed away. And

both huge Bob Seger fans. Mhmm.

Nice. I think at last count, my mom said they went to, like, 9 or

10 Bob Seger concerts together. Wow. Damn.

Like a lot of like a lot of his concerts. Like, it was their favorite

singer. And, Aw. He was like a rock to him. Right.

So said, what in

too long after she passed, she got in her Cat, and

my mom still listens to CDs, if that tells you anything. She's

kinda old school. She don't like the the electronics, Bluetooth, and then all that. So

she, you know, still listens to CDs and her CD player in her car. And

since she got in her car, I don't remember if she got off work or

just going out to, get ready to go to work and turned on Beer

radio, and it was blaring Bob Seager. And she's like, and

I know I didn't have my radio turned on when I, you know, turn when

I got out of the car last, but the radio was off. Mhmm. Mhmm. And

this, Bob Seger CD was in since she got in, turned it on, and

it was blaring Bob Seger. And she's like, I know that was Debbie telling me

she was here with me. Oh, man. Aw. Man, how did they

do that? Right.

Electronics, I guess. You know? I guess so. Kinda they can control.

Yeah. You know, it's it's really sad, though. I I lost my job at the

calendar factory, because I wanted to take a few days off.

Oh, that was good.

Oh god. I'm tearing up again, Joey. I'm sitting here thinking

everyone. Joey Lee.

I'm sitting here thinking he was being serious. I'm like, he worked at a counterfact

right? That's

what I was going for. No.

Hey. Hey. Dad jokes today if we're gonna, you know. Yeah.

You you gotta you gotta keep them coming, J Boos. Keep them coming.

What I what I tell y'all in episode 1, I'm like, we're gonna need Joey.

We're gonna need Joey. I'll be here

to help. You're our hero tonight.

Well, listen, boys. So I do have 1 more story, but we are

creeping up on our first half hour, that half hour mark. I would love

to go ahead and just open the lines right now just early and just And

I have them open. Mhmm. Okay. And I and I do

wanna throw something out there too, with that just real quick.

Just it's something I just realized. I it always takes me a while to

circle around the block before I get to my point. Everybody knows this about me

Cat knows me. But, all of these great comments

and stories and little experiences that are getting shared in the

live chat are not getting shared in the,

in the audio that gets released as podcasts going forward. So if you could

call in even with the small comments, that makes a difference. We already got our

first caller. Let me get that going.

I don't know what that was. Hey.

Could we get hello. Could we get your

Hi. Your first name and where you're calling from? If you want

to. My name is Beth, and I'm calling from Pullman, Washington.

Awesome. Hello, Beth. Hey, Beth.

Hey, Beth.

Yeah? Okay. Hi.

There we go. We can hear you now. She's Is that good? She's out in

a tractor. I can say that for a fact.

But let's let's bear with it. I

Turn down the detractor, please.

1 moment. 1 moment. I'm gonna go on. I don't know. Alright. Thank

you. Hold on. This is live, y'all. This is what

happens. The fun of live.

Hold on. No worries. No worries. Hey. You're a first caller. You get that

first caller privilege. We don't know if it's our audio fucking up, so,

like, throw it back at us. It's totally fine. Right.

I've been drinking over here. I'm connecting wires.

Alright. Did you have a tractor going? I am

in a tractor. Yes.

That's great. Kristen, I think you know who it is. Beth, I think we've talked

before. Hello? Hi.

Yeah. Hi. Hi. Hey. So

my story, I'm I'm gonna make it short and sweet because my tractor is

running off of GPS, and therefore, if I'm on the phone,

I lose my mark. My husband passed away

a year and a half ago, and my life changed

overnight, Literally overnight.

And he loves electricity, and I did

not hear from him for the first almost

year. And then 1 night,

I was watching television in his

man cave. Mhmm. And the lights

started flashing. And

it was the weirdest thing, and it was scary in

the beginning. Mhmm. And then I started asking

questions. John, is this you? And it would

flash once. Mhmm. I said,

are you okay? And it would flash again.

And I would ask him questions, and this went on for a long

time. And when I said, are you okay?

It flashed so hard and so fast

that it was like a strobe light. Wow. He loves

electricity. I walked away. I mean, I was in the beginning, it

was a terrifying moment. But within a few moments,

it I was filled with love. And Mhmm.

I even got on the phone and messaged 1 of my

sisters to log on to the cameras and see what was

happening, and she saw it as well.

Wow. Wow. It was very powerful. And

the ironic thing about it is that Kristen,

who also is my sister, was asking

John earlier that Damion, unbeknownst to

me. She was in her car and she pulled over and

she said, John, Beth could use you right

now. And I don't know

what conversation they had, but that night, it was

just crazy. And I have it I mean, there was witnesses,

and it's happened. It's never happened in

that room again, but it did happen in my

bedroom and in my bathroom. And there's nothing wrong

electrically. The bulbs are good. I've had electricians

in there. Everything is fine, and it's never

happened again. Yeah.

Yeah. But he also played with Kristen's lights

1 time in her car. He loved playing with lights. 3

times. Yeah. He does love his lights. Yeah.

Mhmm. Yeah. He he loves his lights. Before your I don't

I I don't wanna take this question. You you you Cat to your sister, Kristen.

Sorry. Oh, no. I,

you know, because because her and I have had these discussions before, and I'll have

to fill y'all in later Cat a later date on on, you know, a bunch

of stuff because I've I I think everybody in this family has heard from

him at 1 point, but that night Mhmm. I remember that night

being just significantly it was just significant.

It was it was Yeah. Definitely him. It was him.

And he reached out to me and Kristen has

yeah. All of my sisters have heard from him because he loved us.

I mean, it was kind of a standing joke in the area that he had

a harem because I

have so many Kristen. You know? And he he loves

my sisters, just loved my sisters, called them his ladies.

Yeah. Yeah. Sounds like he was a damn good

man, like, to be to be, you know, married into the family

Right. And and to be loved that Yeah. He deeply.

Mhmm. You know? Yeah. And he was a

strong, silent type. But

words were few, but they were very meaningful.

They were mostly through Morse code. Alright, troop.

Right. Alright. I'm sending love. Thank you. Everything. Thank you,

Ben. I gotta go back to track, Ren. Alright. Don't lose the

place. Bye. Thank you, Beth. Bye. Thank you,

Katie.

Oh, man. Yeah. I'll have to I'll have to fill you guys in at a

later time, all the stuff. I I've got it down on notes because there's there's

been some stuff, lots of stuff. I'm a little lost when

it'll be more relevant. But, hey, I'll take your word for it.

You know, some of it I feel like it's

might not be mine to share, so I don't know. Gotcha. Gotcha. Gotcha.

Exactly sharing here. Yeah. But I've told y'all about the lights in my car. I

think I talked about that last time. Mhmm. In fact, I've shared I

heard about it. I wasn't paying attention. I yeah. I know.

You got the attention span of a gnat. Right. And he was like, what

happened? Who? Everybody, the

lines are open right now. You can

call in. Phone number is 208-717

1611. Right now is the shot. Right now is the chance. If you'd call

in, we'd absolutely love it. If it's a 2 second comment,

hey. This 1 really weird thing happened. It was only for a split

second. There's a reason why you remember it. It's significant, and

we would love to hear it. So if you call in, if you could share

it with everybody. I mean, this is this is this is kind of a healing

episode. Am I right, everybody? Like, this is kind of like a comforting closure kind

of episode. Like, so so all of it adds up to a

significance across the board. This is contributing towards the

collective, significance. So Yeah. No matter

how big, no matter how small, it's all legitimate.

I know, Joey m in in our chat,

you had a really cool little, a little thing, which I which I

have a feeling, is more than just a a, you know, a

chat Boos chat, like, kinda comment. And it would be fantastic if you

had the opportunity to call in, and you did. Again, the phone number

is 208-717-1611.

There is also a link posted in all of our show notes.

Ghost.beerforward/calllive, I Beer, something along those lines.

Anyways, there's a link. It's right there. You ain't even gotta dial

numbers, y'all. We make it so easy where you just click it. Just click it.

Boom. It pops up on your phone Yep. Auto magically. Alright?

Ready to go, and and we'd love if you called her.

Absolutely. I do wanna give a couple quick shout outs.

Oh, yeah. Yeah. I know my friend Jessica is watching.

She's I think she's watched every episode so far.

My sister, Britney, and her husband, Joey, is watching. I think they've

watched every episode so far. And if she's still awake, I'm pretty sure my

mom's in there watching too. So thank you all for always

watching, and, love you guys. And, if any of y'all got stories, you know,

call in. Yeah. Yeah. Also, I love you,

and not just because, you know, you're friends, but because we're

actually family. So I love you all.

Yeah. And I do wanna issue a threat that,

the whole time that nobody is calling in, I'm just gonna read off

bad dad jokes. So these for the god

somebody like to hear. I have 1 perfectly rang up for

this that kinda works for the, the last step 1 of the

last episodes of, Black Cat Report. It's, did you hear

about the restaurant on the moon? Great Boos. No

atmosphere. I can do this all day.

Literally all day. And Get chills. At,

this is why I cut an hour from our

hour and a half long episode. Oh. 0, hold on

a second. We can say that it's not me on this 1.

And, apparently, in the chat, we have a team Joey thing going on. I don't

know if anyone sees that. So, Followed up by, oh

god, not the moon again.

We're gonna steer clear of the moon, guys, just like we did for 50, 60

years. So Well, let me, let me take a second to to do

my shout Cat here real quick. So Heidi, sister Heidi,

Beth Mhmm. Melissa. Thank you guys for being in the chat. Thanks for

jumping on. Mhmm. Got Michael, of course, who we we heard his

story a little bit Beer. And I have a new 1. He's been,

following the channel for some time. I recognize your name, but Glades

creature. Thank you so much for jumping on. And, of course,

Lee, moderating. Appreciate it.

But, yeah, thank you guys so much for tuning in. Well, yeah. So let's

throw that number out there 1 more time. And, like we we mentioned

this last time, you guys, if you have a story and you're waiting to call

in, don't wait for us to pause. We you don't need to wait for us.

We're gonna just keep talking, and you you just call. You just call. The

lines are open. Interrupt us. That number is 208-717-1611,

or just go to go stop beer and click the link, and that'll bring

you Mhmm. To the phone as well. So while we are

waiting for our next caller, I do have 1 other

story, listener submission. This is

about medium contact. So that might be something

interesting to get into. And folks folks listening, that that

is a form of communication with the other side. If you've ever had an experience

with a medium, a psychic medium, and you feel like they have

been able to connect you to your past unloved ones, I know, you know, a

lot of people can be split about Cat. But, you know, I've had great

experiences with mediums personally, but that is another

form a way of doing that too. So lots of ways they

can get to you. Mhmm. But I Even a psychic small or

psychic large. You know? Oh, god. Oh, god.

Where's my drink?

Yes. Yes, Joey. Thank you. Thank you for that. Yeah.

So this is from Will.

And it goes, I won a psychic reading

from Jason, who is a mutual friend of ours, and it was 2 weeks ago.

The woman didn't know anything about me, like, not even my full name.

All my social media is private. My grandma came through.

I haven't thought about her in years as she died when I was a little

boy. She described her perfectly. She had a few

messages for me that were extremely direct and detailed. It

was uncanny. She even repeated a message my grandma told

me when I was 5. The day after the reading, I found a

box of old family photos I hadn't looked at in years.

The first photo on top was my grandma wearing the dress and

brooch the psychic described. So my grandma

dropped her first name, Alice, and went by her middle name, Marie,

after marrying my grandpa. The psychic knew her

name was Alice. Blew my

mind. Wow. Wow. Alright. We got

a call coming in. You do. Let me see if I can

navigate this real quick. Hello. You are live. Can we

get your first name and where you're calling from?

Oops. Did I hang up? I think so. I think you hung up on

Oh, shut the It's not a beer Boos and Boogeymen until What's that?

Hangs up on somebody. Leave a callback.

Please call back. Wow,

Gail. Every time. We gotta tease them

to make them wanna talk. You know what I mean? Right. Playing hard to get.

Mhmm. Yes. Thank you, Will. Thank you for your

story. Yeah. I don't know. Woody, while we're

waiting for our caller to call back. Oh. 0, what which

1 is that? Wait. That's the margarita. That was the powered water, and

that is wow. I am. Wow. Sorry.

Anyway, go ahead. Water? Pirate

r. Pirate water. Pirate r. That makes sense. Okay.

Wow. Okay. Your eyeballs got so wide.

Mhmm. But, yeah, what what are y'all's

thoughts on mediumship and the

ability for them to connect for you, connect you to somebody who's passed

over? What have been your experiences? I

haven't interacted with 1 with that type

of stuff, but I have recently been in in touch with

1, and stuff she told me has been pretty

much fucking spot on ever since she like, everything she said has Beer, like, boom,

boom, boom. Yeah. And it's been pretty wild.

Like, not saying she said everything

exactly how it was gonna happen, but she's like, this is gonna happen

or this may happen like and I guess everything has come together and

made sense. Mhmm. So it's been pretty

wild. And, my wife has has got

some got a reading from her too, and and hers has been kind of

trailing right on that same same line. Everything's

happened kind of just how she's described it. It's been pretty

wild. Yeah. Yeah. Any do you

any of that stuff, could it be the result of

confirmation Boos, or are you saying it's, like, specific stuff that

you that you wouldn't make happen, like, in you know, subconsciously

or unconsciously. No. It's been, like, specific stuff. Like Yeah.

Part of it had to do with my, starting up a new job and and

just a lot of stuff. And Woah. Yeah.

Yeah. And you you had no idea. Like, I mean, we remember

talking with you about that when that was all happening. And No. I don't remember

if I had talked to her before that happened or was, like, after we had

done got it. But, like, there were stuff that she said about a new job

Yeah. And some other stuff that's happened because of this the

job situation, but it's all been, like, pretty much spot on. Yeah.

Wow. And it was it's been pretty wild. Oh, man. What

about you, Joey? I have not had any experiences

with mediums. 1 thing would be

great to open up the call lines for as well is people's thoughts

on mediums. Yes. And if they've had experiences in their

lives, if they, if how they feel

about them, how you know, if they feel like mediums are speaking truth. And

I know, you know, Boos just said, like, he's had good experiences

through him saying, like, they kinda got things right. I

feel there are some great people, mediums out there that have very

strong connections Mhmm. On to other side,

otherworldly things that some people don't. I don't feel like I have

a very strong connection to anything on the

other side, whatever people believe it might be. You know, I'm not

sure about anything of that. I know I have aunts. I have an

aunt that, like, has the biggest connection to the other side.

She ends up moving into haunted house after haunted house after haunted house.

Oh, god. And, like Wow. I you know, we live oh, in

Virginia, I lived kinda in, like, the Civil War belt. You know, pretty much like

most of the battles of the Civil War happened in that area, and my aunt

would buy a house in 1 spot, haunted. You know? There'd be

she she woke up 1 day and found hair in the

bathtub, and both her and her roommate would found hair in the

bathtub. And at 1 night, they both were falling asleep, and

they both woke up at the same time. Oh, thank you for interrupting

me. Hello, caller. Gio, did you hang up

again? No. It's fine. I hit the green button this time. Can

you hear me? Hi. Hey. Hello. Can we get your first name

and where you're calling from? Hi, Britney. Hello,

Britney. How are you?

Hi, brother. That's my sister, everybody. Hi, Britney.

Hi, Dee's brother. Hi, Britney. Sisters. Hello.

Hi. I'm calling from Tennessee,

Hickman. Oh, nice. Down the road from Damien. Yep.

Well, thank you so much for your help. Have, like, a little,

yeah, I just have, like, a little little story.

So I'm sure you guys all know,

Damion friend who passed away, Keith.

I remember the day of his funeral.

We were all, like, hanging out at my mom's house and

sitting in the living Boos. And my mom just

made a comment, and she was like, I wish that there was

just some way that he could, you know, Keith,

could, you know, let us all know that he was okay.

And as soon as she said that, the kitchen

light turned on. And she she she messaged me that

a minute ago, and I don't remember that. Oh. But, you

know, in my opinion, those 3 or 4

days, you know, were so fucking hectic. Like, I don't remember much from those

3 or 4 days. Like, I was so out of it.

So, yeah, when she sent me that, I was like, call in here. Like, I

don't remember that. So wow.

Mhmm. Yeah. That No. I remember it. And, Corey, my husband,

he's also watching. He remembers it too very well. He was the 1 that was,

like, tell him to tell that story.

Yeah. I don't I don't remember. Cat that was in the house in Charlotte?

Uh-uh. No. In White Bluff. Were were you there?

Yeah. And you you were you would be there, Dee. Right? You just don't re

recall it happening? No. I mean, it it if it was after

the funeral, like I said, it was such an emotional day. Like, I

I don't know if you were there or not. The thing is, like, I don't

remember that. Like, I feel like that would be something I would've remember. Cat,

yeah, I don't remember that as well. No. It was I don't think you were

there, to be honest. But we were just sitting there, and it just she just

said, I just wish he could let us know he was okay.

And as soon as she said that, the kitchen light turned

on. And we all, like,

started to cry, like, because it was just instantly, like Oh.

Right. Crazy. Britney Can I

can I oh, go ahead? Can I can I can I no? Go ahead, Gail.

Can I just ask you, how

okay? Let me let's step back a little bit. Do you think

there's any been anything in, like, how you were raised in your

spiritual experience, in your, you know,

religious experience, what what have you, has there been

anything that you feel like kind of primed you for recognizing

the significance of that moment?

No. I mean, maybe. I don't know. Not really. It

just it was no. Okay. It was

just very, like I don't know. Like, that was

I mean, it it's just crazy. Like and the okay. And

so in the light in the kitchen had 1 of those it was like a

turn knob 1. So you had to, like I don't know.

It was crazy. It's like you had to turn the light to come on. It

was like a dimmer light. Yeah. And that just

Yeah. It just came on,

and we all just knew.

Yeah. So that's that in no way is is

actually surprising Cat you're saying that you don't have any

spiritual or religious affiliation, any sort of, I would say, like,

primer to set up fertile ground for an experience like this. Like, there was

no spiritual backing to be like, hey, get ready for this, you

know, in in your life. Right. There

there's more. Again, going back to that Pew Research

study, it was in, like, the sixties

for folks that were non spiritually affiliated for

atheists, agnostics, folks with

no strong religious background. Though those folks

had a higher rate of, you know,

post, passing contact with a loved

1 than folks who are religiously

affiliated. Right? So it's it it might have

been like, no. You know, there was nothing there, and it's like, that actually,

statistically speaking, set you up more, which is which is

wild. Did it

how is this let me ask you this. How how has

this become a memory that you're still holding on to? How has this impacted you

going forward in life, You know, from that moment when you're

when you're having those moments when you're just kind of thinking back and you're, like,

thinking about it, how has it influenced you? Well, I'm

definitely unlike my brother. I don't have a bunch

of, paranormal stuff happen

or to me, like, he has. He got all that, thankfully.

So that just has always been, like,

1 of those things that has stuck out as, like, I I don't I don't

like, a Beer weird instance that happened. Like,

I don't know how to explain it really. Like, it's just what were the chances

that that light was gonna come on right then? You know? I don't know. Mhmm.

It's just always been 1 of those weird things that we've never forgotten.

I don't know. Says something Boos that, like, all of you kind of felt

the same way about what happened instead of, like, 1 of you feeling 1

way, another person feeling another way. But all of you had the same

feeling after the question was asked and the light that you

are just like, no. They're okay. Oh, no. A

100%. Everybody in the room was like, wow.

Yeah. I'm pretty sure I went there, so I don't remember that. I don't recall

that. No. I don't think you were. Because if it

was yeah. It was right after the funeral. You were probably definitely off somewhere

else. Yeah. Kristen, what was your

question? It was it was similar to what Gil

asked. I was just kinda curious, like well, more

so, you know, what was, what was your,

like, belief system prior to

experiencing something like this, which I I'm gathering you have not

experienced Cat you know, you said you're not very much like Damion in that way,

that you haven't experienced this kind of stuff before or, like,

after or at least to that extent. So what was your belief system

leading up to it? Like, are have you always been open to

an experience like that? Did it just not it did

it not make sense at first because you haven't? That's just

kinda what what I was curious about. Yeah. No. I mean, I've

never really, like honestly, just never really thought much

about it, I think, at that point. Right. Because this

was really before Damion like,

way before he was or that I knew was doing, like, the apparel

stuff, like, for real. And so it was

just never really something that was on my

mind, to think about. But when that

happened, I was like, oh, damn.

Like, I don't know. And it's just I've never I've

never, thank god, had any experiences,

like, crazy with paranormal

or whatever, but but that 1 is 1 I will never

forget. Beer kid was, like, never a question of Beer

the light no. Absolutely not. Like, that

light as it was it was like, it had to have

been. Like, the I don't even know. That just

yeah. Yeah. Because if I remember correctly because it's

at some point, I ended up living in that house for a little Beer,

and I think that's the only place I've ever lived that I've never

experienced something paranormal at. Beer.

That's saying a lot. So Mhmm. Right. That's as far as

I can remember, that's the only place I haven't had something that made me just

stop and scratch my head for a second. Like, what what the hell just happened?

Mhmm. So yeah. If if all of us

aren't laughing at that, I'm just saying, like, come on. Like, we know

Damion. I can't have a phone call with this man without some

shit bridging through the phone and happening in my own damn house. Like, I

don't know. Like, this dude Right. Yeah. This dude this dude is

the other end of a black hole collecting paranormal

shit. Just spraying it out. Yeah.

Oh, my. So for damn. I've been

trying to I've been trying to get her to go with me on an investigation.

Oh, what's the hesitation? You'll love it.

No. Look. We can

do all that. Our mom has went to Waverly Hills with me.

Okay? So you can you can go with me somewhere.

No. Look. My

sister and my brother-in-law are they're getting

ready to, go to the Devil's Tramping Ground

with Joey and I Oh, my god. Next week for my

birthday. So, like, they're down for it. Why can't why can't

Damion sister be down for it? So I'm saying Cat this is a direct

challenge. I only

agree because it was your first 100% and watch all the things,

but I will not go physically.

Good deal. Oh. Just Well just call her on the phone while you're doing it,

and then there she can be there electronically. Right.

Send the tour through the phone. Yeah. So No.

Good. No. Well, thank you for calling, Britney. Mhmm. Thank you.

Thank you for calling. You're welcome. Thank you for sharing. Thank you so much. Have

a good night. Mhmm. Sister. Bye. You too. Bye,

y'all. Bye bye. Bye. Bye.

Man, you know what? That made me think of, like do you

guys think, like, when the when it's a family setting

and you lose somebody who who everybody knows or

that everybody's close to, do you think that the ways that

they find to reach out to communicate can differ

based on the person? Mhmm. That's

what Cat saying. Next caller.

Hello. You are on the air. Can we get your first name and where you

are calling from? Can is anybody else?

Hello, caller. Hello, caller. You are live. Can we get your

first name and where you are calling from? I

don't hear nothing. I hear I hear very, very, very

slight mumbles. Is there any way that you would be able to hang

up and then call back immediately, you know, the equivalent of turning it

off and turning it back on? That always works, like, most of the time.

Is there any way you can do that for us? Like a

Nintendo cartridge. Yeah. Works about 53% of the

time. Alright. Alright. We'll have them call Black, see if we can get that

to work. It wasn't me. I didn't I know. I saw your hands

up like this. You were pushing the button. Replay.

I don't know if I hung up last time. I don't think I did

on that first call. We got it's all recorded. Alright. Let's see

if this works better. If not, I don't know.

Hello. You are live. Can we get your first name and where you're calling

from? Nope. Our first 2

calls were were just fine. Mhmm.

Yeah. Hang tight on there. We trouble. Yeah. Little little tech

troubles. Alright. I'm gonna pee my pants a little bit if that

call comes through and it's somebody we know that passed away.

Oh. I didn't even think about

that. I'm just saying. Is somebody trying to reach us from the other side right

now? You never know. Oh. Can you hear us alright? Oh,

I think they hung up. Cat wasn't me. Yeah. They're trying

again. So A trout. There you go. A certain

arm. Come on. Hello? Can you

hear us? Yes. I can hear you. There it is. Know if you

can hear me. We can. Hear you. Yes.

Hear you. We got you. Hear you. Yes. We're

good. Oh, finally. Okay. Thank you for bearing with us to that

struggle. No. Thank you for

bearing with me, Kristen. I am so sorry. I was the 1 that

called before and then hung up. And, yeah, I didn't know it

was going to go through. So I'm sorry to interrupt your story.

Oh, no. You're good. You're good. Okay.

Yeah. No. Thanks. Sorry. So okay.

I wanted to share my story about my

dog and, his last goodbye.

And, Yeah. It I it was it's a heart

full story, so it it's going to be a little bit hard to

relate it. Minding to retail it. Is that how you say

it? Mhmm. So yeah. So

Tolo was, was my dog. He was my partner

in crime. He was my accomplice.

Around that time, I was hiking a lot, which in Mexico might mean,

like, trespassing a lot because

here, everything is kinda owned

by someone. So you just have to be really stealthy.

Yeah. You have to be, like, careful. I mean, people here are kinda Boos.

Like, they don't care as long as you behave and you Mhmm. Because,

you know, the land is so beautiful. Like, the rural Mexico

is great, and people can be really warm. So,

we will do this hiking, just getting away. And,

he I will bring him with me, of course. But then he

was in my life in that other side that even if I wasn't

planning on taking him with me, he will come along. Like,

sometimes he will escape. He Gil he

was a hood beanie dog. Mhmm. Like, he

will, you know, climb the wall, jump the

fence, dig up a hole underneath the fence

and and escape, and then Mhmm. Reach me.

And, You didn't have a choice. You didn't have a choice. He was coming with

you. No. Exactly. He was.

Certainly. By the time my my ride my transportation

was there, he was already there. So it was the hassle to bring him back

home. So I would I would just thank him.

And he was very well liked by people because not

everywhere here is pet friendly, but they would allow him to

be there. And he was so well Beer, and he loved being

there with with me. So, he was my

partner in so many ways for 6 years. That

was the time that he was with me. And another another thing that

started to develop throughout this hiking in

which we have to be very quiet and stealthy,

we will kinda, like, develop this communication

that wasn't verbal. Like, I would

stare at him, or make some

movements with my head, with my eyes, with my hands, and

to communicate to him what we were going to do. Because what I didn't want

is to, you know, whistle in the middle of nowhere or to yell

at him for his you know, like, I didn't want to

because I was a lone woman with a Gil, like,

you know, somewhere that no 1 knew where I was.

And, so we kinda, like, developed this connection.

It was almost, like, psychic. Like, I will stare at him

and and say it in my mind, like, okay. We're gonna do this or

we're gonna take this direction or okay. You can, like,

walk around, but don't go far. You know, like, I Gil try to to

communicate that by looking at completely unspoken. He will get

it. It it was, yeah, it it was like a real

bond, you know, made out of Mhmm. And and this

exploration and this adventures that we were having together.

And, so he was he was the best

dog that I have ever had. I mean, I have had dogs, like, my entire

life, but I haven't had, like, another relationship with

a dog like I have with him. So it it was really

special. So by the time that, he lost

his life, I was having kind of, like,

a crisis in my life. Like, I was finishing a relationship.

I was deciding where to go. I was planning

on flying abroad and and try to,

to get to know the world a little bit more. So I was deciding to

leave. Was deciding to leave Mexico. Mhmm.

So, I was a little bit of what would happen with

him because we did have this relationship

of not being left behind. Like, I couldn't left

him Beer. You know? Like, it it wasn't like that. He was with

me everywhere. But I couldn't bring him with me this

time. It wasn't just not possible. So

because he kinda, like, escaped a lot, I

was kinda, like, concerned what will happen to him if he would eventually

get lost and not be able to go back home because he will do sometimes

things like that. Mhmm. And, I was concerned, you

know, if my mom will be able to handle that on her own.

So I was thinking on all that and all these changes that will happen in

my life and and these endings, the new beginnings.

But then this night, here in Mexico,

the day of La Guadalupana, which is in December, I

cannot remember when. It's something like around 12 December

12, something like that. I I don't recall well. But they will,

like, throw these firecrackers and these,

you know, these Black, these loud sounds and,

the spectacle of the fireworks and

stuff like that. So, every year is a hassle,

of course, because of the Boos and and the noise and how

they get affected by it. Mhmm. But this night,

my dog tried to run away from it, and he

he he couldn't. And I I

cannot tell you because I don't wanna be explicit on this show,

but it kinda like it was a chain reaction

and he lost his life. Oh. And

I wasn't home. I was with my damn

boyfriend at the time, which I was separating from. And my

mom called me and and he was so distraught. She

found my my baby's Joey, you know, my taller

body. And, but, at the moment

of notice, because this is how I am, like, I try to get myself

together the best I Cat. But the first thing

that came to my mind, it was like I

don't know. I hope no 1 gets this the wrong way,

but this was my feeling my personal feeling with this

thing was that he he was setting me free

somehow, you know. Because, I was just

starting this new journey in life, which I didn't know if I when I

was going to come back, what was going to be of me. Like, I didn't

know many things and Yeah. And I was

worried about him staying and leaving him

behind. So Yeah. And my mind, it was

like, okay. So he's doing this, the biggest sacrifice

anyone Cat make, you know, in order to to let me

go, to to to set me free Yeah. In this

new phase. And, so I was

so grateful to him, of course, because, I understood

that I needed to live a good life, you know, in order to

Mhmm. Make it worth it to him. Right.

And, so okay.

III can't have this idea within me, but, of course, the next

couple of days, I was sad and missing him.

And, so I was still hurting even

though I knew it was for the best somehow, some twisted maybe way

for some people, but III knew it was her fate

somehow, like, the destiny Cat we couldn't be apart.

Like, it was just not possible. I was so

missing him so much and, so I started kinda,

like, doing this visualization of

him being by my side, you know, the side that

he used to walk with me when he was alive. So I will

visualize him here here next to me. I

will see him. I will almost be able to feel it. I will I'm not

gonna say almost, like, I could feel the sensation of his

fur, of the point of his ears Cat it was

really soft. I could, recall so easily

his nose, which I I love to pop. And,

you know, his weak, like, everything. He's pale. Yeah.

I know. I yeah. I Yeah. Yeah. I I mean, I

think everyone doing my job. You know? Mhmm. Everyone

everyone listening knows exactly Yeah. Go. What the fuck you were

just talking about about, like Mhmm. Rubbing the soft little ears,

booping the nose. You know? Like, I have Yeah. I have my

kitty cat 1 of my kitty cats right under right under the studio desk right

now. And, you know, I I booped him in the nose when you said that.

I know a 100%. And it's that's the biggest heart

moment. But but please continue. I'm sorry. But we're we're

here with you. We're here with you. No. It's okay.

It's okay. It's it's nice to hear that people can relate to having a

pet. So I did enjoy my pet a lot. You know? I did I did

love him a lot. Like, I truly had this pet

life experience with him. So it was so easy

to vividly remember him and and having him there, you

know, if he was there. It wasn't like I could summon him Cat

to me and he was there. So it kinda, like,

became this thing, like, oh, okay. So you just you didn't go

away. Like, you just kinda, like, transmute yourself, you

know? Now you can be with me everywhere. I can take you with me to

my trip. Like, I can take you with me in my new life. You

know? You you are never gonna be away. You are here still.

So I will do that, like, whenever I felt like I

needed him or or or missed him. And, so he was really

present. So far forward

to maybe 8 months, something like that, and I'm on my trip in Canada.

And, of course, he's

there with me, but not as much as before because I'm discovering

this new life and meeting new people.

Of course, admiring new places, kind of, like, so

beautiful. And then going through all this, I'm not feeling as

miserable as before. I'm happy, seeing

the blessings in life. And I am,

a therapist, and as many therapists will tell you, like, we have

other friends that are therapists. Like, it's it's a it's a circle

of friends. We're not therapists. So

1 of my therapist friend asked me

to go to this therapy in Victoria, in British

Columbia, and it was these horses.

So I didn't know what it was about, to be honest. Like, I I thought

I shared of, you know, therapy with horses. I thought, okay. So we're gonna

ride horses. That's what I was expecting.

So I didn't think much of it. It was like, okay. New adventure.

Let's do it. I go over there. We're going to

this ranch. And then I realized that, no, we're

not riding horses. So I'm like, what's happening?

And they have this circle, this this, made

out of chairs with Cat carp on top. You can

be there comfortable, and then they fit you in this in the circle.

The horses were behind me and this

correct me. III think it's coral. Coran.

Coran. It's the same in Spanish as in English. Like, this, it

Damion the barnyard, but it was like this fenced

area for the horses to be. So the horses are there. They're

not particularly doing anything, like,

nothing flashy. They're just there. And, so

I can see the vineyard, and I can see the mountains around me, of course,

because it's beautiful Victoria. So I can see all

these hills full of trees and open skies, and then

my back is are the horses. So,

we're set Cat and this woman, which I assume it

was the therapist, but she didn't do anything, like, therapeutical. She just

turned to guide us into what was this project

about, the horses. So they will explain to me about these horses

Cat they have a bigger heart than the usual horses

do. So I don't know if I don't know if you

have known about these studies about the heart being

this, it's not electromagnetic, but some sort of like it

like, it can enhance some frequencies. Like,

that's how sometimes collective hysteria might work, you know, because

it's like so many hearts, like, tuning into the

same emotion. So what the horse's job

will be just to be there and to help with their heart

to move whatever is it that they move in

the emotional realm or the energy level. I don't

know. Like, there are so many there are

many layers when it comes to this, you know,

emotion, feelings, thoughts, frequency, sounds, like

but they somehow, like, do something. So she's telling

us all this and how these horses come from all over the world

and, that the only job that we have is to be

here in this group and blah blah blah. And then I just cannot

pay attention to the woman because I start having these feelings. Like,

I start to have these sensations

that are coming like in waves. Like,

if this then the notion was some sort of, like, Boogeymen, Report

of movement. Like, the when I say wave, it'll be like a

quiet calm sea wave. Like,

just very mellow but coming and going and more

going than coming. It was like an expansion of

something. So I'm feeling these things and,

and I start to feel like or like to identify that

something was a miss happening. Like, it's this this

movement is kinda like digging something out of

me. Like like, I'm feeling not

well. You know, I I was restless from my chair. Like, I I

just it was like I was having this palpitations.

I I was having, like, rapid breathing, like, I

couldn't breathe properly or deep enough or like like,

my body was sensing a shift and some sort of

emotion was coming out and I didn't know what it was. I couldn't have Beer.

So here I am trying to focus on the lady,

explaining all these things about the horses and such, and I'm I'm

trying to not Black, like, crazy on my chair, like, I'm suffering because

I felt like I was going through something Mhmm. That I didn't know what

it was. So kinda, like, confused and,

like, trying to pay attention, but I still at the same time, try to

restore what has happened within me and this sensation of the movement.

I turned around and I started to see these horses,

like, coming and some of them, like, staring

at me. You know, like like, then all of a sudden, I realized

that they knew what they were doing. You know, like, the

the Boogeymen that they were doing, like, the coming and going and this is

something that the lady was explaining. Like like, we will see them, and if

you don't feel anything, you just see horses being horses

just, like, coming and going and eating grass and just staring at

you and that's it. But because I was feeling like this

kinda like waves of energy or this ex

expansion of something, I didn't know what it was. And,

and I see them moving. And when they move, I feel something.

So I was like, oh, okay. So it's just damn. So I'm

trying to, like, look around. And by this time, I

I was sweating. I was having, like, heart palpitations. I

was, like, not feeling well at all. And,

and the lady I remember, she told me, like, oh, you're starting to feeling it.

Right? And I was like, yeah.

Yeah. I don't know what to do. I gotta ask, like, does it

it seems like you have

have, throughout your life, had a very deep connection

to, to nonhuman people.

Right? Like, I I always like to call, our little fur Boos,

like, the like my son's sitting under my desk and my other one's sitting

downstairs right now. You know, I Datta and Salem, my my 2

babies, my 2 loves, you know, they're they're they're nonhuman

people. They are people. Like, anybody that has

ever had the the most beautiful experience of having these little fur babies

come into our lives, we know for a fact they are literal

persons. Right? They are literal people, and

anybody that, denies otherwise deserves, a knuckle

sandwich. You know?

Yeah. Swear to god. Yeah. But, you know, I will go, like

yeah. I I would like to say that because, you

know, when you say people, like, we we do think of

humans. But I will say it's like a, in my case, it's like a

different realm of existence that I know very

little of. Right? Like, I don't know what my cat used to see. I don't

know what they used to experience, like, in the sense way, you

know. Like, I don't know how how well his inner life was.

Mhmm. But but he with me somehow. So this

Yeah. Empathy that we get with animals, it's it's an opening

of your mind, you know, somehow. Like, you start to to know that you

can communicate with others and you can relate

feelings without words. You just This is true. You Cat

exist or, almost I said.

This is this is something that I'm absolutely, this is

something that I'm absolutely loving about your call, and I do I

do, honestly, you deserve a whole episode, and I will, Joey and I will work

on that at some point. It's like having a word. It. I can I

can only I can only volunteer our channel? I'm sure other folks,

and I'm sure Kristen and and and Debus would also like

Cat. But, but but, but I

do I do know we need to make space for other calls, and I do

wanna say that, like, you spearheaded, you brought in, you pioneered,

the realization of, like, you know, these deep,

post passing context can happen with, you

know, with with our fur children as well, with our fur siblings

as well, however you wanna classify them. The ones that are

not, the ones that don't have Social Security

cards, you know, but are people in our lives.

Right? So, like, our little fur babies that are running

around, you know, we kiss 4, 000 times a day.

If any if anything Right. If if if any living thing is

going to have a connection to us, it it will be them. And you you

really pioneered bringing in the the thoughts and the concepts around,

post contact connection to the story. That you're

right. Could I look, but I do have time to finish my

my my my story. Right? Of course. Of course. Yes, please. Yeah.

Yeah. Or Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Please, please. I thought you were saying that. Oh,

yeah. We have other covers. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Go ahead. I mean, I'll go ahead.

And, yeah. But but thank you, Gail. Thank you for saying that.

Yeah. I mean, being someone

that is able to feel things, it does open the the

the world to other things. So here I am, like, feeling this

sensation, not knowing what's going on. But then something

else shifted. Like, I could feel on my left

side, I I could tell that Tolo was there. Like, my dog

was there. Tolo was there. And I didn't know why he was there

because I hadn't summoned him. You know? I hadn't done the the visuality,

the the work of calling him in memory type.

I I didn't do that. He was just there. And,

and he was so present Cat, he was insane that I couldn't see

him, but I knew he was there. So I'm there, like,

confused again. You know? Also, like, I think confusion.

I know it's not, like, a comfortable feeling, but confusion is a

great gateway to a flood of sadness.

So I'm in the midst of this confusion

of of what's going on. And then Tolo is there,

and I'm like, why are you here? So and then these feelings

of these waves coming and going, and I'm feeling, like, distraught.

And and I'm trying to figure everything out

when I I cannot recall, like, the whole process

of it. But at some point, like, this digging of

what is happening, it came to me so

clear. And I could send him saying,

I want you to let me go.

And that's what he was telling me. I

I am asking you to let me go. I want you to let me go.

And he didn't say why. He didn't he didn't give any reason.

It was just that clear message that I want

you to let me go. I want to go.

Oh. So then he's saying this, you know, and I'm, like, feeling

miserable inside, like, what? For real? And

and I'm just like, no. What? But why? You

know, I thought we were Yeah. Pals, you know, like lifetime pals and

buddies. Like, why are you saying this? And then I I

send this need of him, like, this almost begging.

Oh, please just let me know. And,

and then I'm so Cat, so sad for him because I mean,

for me, of course, because I was going to

be left behind now. You know, I was the 1 that is

going to be left behind. But there Beer is,

like, asking me to set him free.

So Yeah. I'm going through this and these emotions continue

and the horses continue doing the same. And then I'm I'm

feeling so bad. I remember, like, this palpitation,

the sweating, like, the the Yeah. The stress level,

like, rising up a little bit. And then I'm trying

to look for some solace and, my gaze

kinda like I looked up and then I start to see this

hill full of trees. So beautiful. I I was reminded of,

like, the place that I was in and then this ranch in the middle of

beautiful Victoria. And, I mean, the trees

with my III don't know how how very

sooners are you going to to relate to this, but it's like a

vision, almost like a in my mind's eye, I can

see this light coming from the Boos.

You know, like this. Yeah. It wasn't a tower of,

like, going up to the sky. It was like this light

within the forest that it was so intense. It was white

and so intense that it kinda, like, project projected itself

out of the leaves of the trees. And I'm looking at that

like, what? And I can see also, like,

this it could be depicted as, like, spirits, you know,

like this white Mhmm. Animals going through there, you

know, like, being rushed and and,

I'm just going into this. I understood it

was a source. It was the source. Like, they

were going back into a spirit.

So I want to see this.

Yeah. We'll we'll do have a little delay.

Yeah. So sorry about that. So,

damn. Yeah. That's a lot. I'm just gonna That's a lot. I'm

gonna give you an honest I'm gonna give you an honest to God,

I'm gonna give you an honest to god damn. I I believe I know who

this is. Your first name starts with a p. Are you calling from

Mexico right now? I am. I don't know if I'm looking for

that. So yes. I No. No. Conga you you got well,

congratulations. We don't have an award. But congratulations. You

are our first, international color. We haven't

had a color from Canada. We haven't had a color. From Mexico, from the UK,

from anywhere. So

congratulations. I I know who you are. I'm

going to message you on the the Black Cat Report,

you know, the the profile where where we've where we've been talking.

You, my friend, you have more content, than we

can fit into into calls coming

in on a regular basis. And I say that not because what you're saying

isn't special and important. I think that it actually deserves

a more yeah. What you're saying deserves more focus

than, 5 minute calls, you know, kind of

coming in and everybody sharing little snippets. There's a there's a a

depth to your story that I I feel like we need. I'm also

getting, lovingly harassed by folks that are like, we're

trying to call in right now. And I'm like,

we're locked into this incredible story at the no. No. No. No. No. No.

No. It's a beautiful story. We we want to this

is Beautiful experience. This is the best problem we could ever have. That's

what I wanna say. Like, this person with this incredible story and other folks

trying to call in. Is it is it alright

if if Yeah. Oh, please. Is it alright

if we, we give you a show, a dedicated

show, coming up within the next, 2 weeks, would

you be down for that? Okay. Yeah. Yeah. I mean,

I do have some some this is, like, a

great, how do you say, like,

initiation by fire? Fire? Yes. Like, no. A

baptism and fire or something like that. Because I do have some

no. Like, baptism and fire. Like, baptism

in fire. Right? Some of them are, like, in the realm of, like

like, scary things. But the tallest story is,

like, the most beautiful thing that have ever happened to me. So

I'm so glad to share that with you. I don't feel like this.

Definitely. Definitely hook her up. Give me give me we got

another call. So we'll, we'll we'll come back to you

offline about it, me and Gil will. Yeah. We're we're gonna reach out to you.

Blackhawk Report is going to reach out to you. And thank you so much. I

like, I've been petting you, and I've been wanting you to call in. And,

like, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you.

Have a good night. 1. Thank you. Yeah. No problem. And, okay.

So the the to to end my story, I'm sorry, other callers.

Yeah. No.

You have I know. But just to clarify us. Because he

was my last goodbye for him. Oh. Yeah. So

I'm seeing this. I'm watching this Right. Will Beer, like, the

equivalent of heaven for my dog. And, so

I did I did give him my blessing, and I did complete

let him go Boos that you guys are letting me go. But, yeah, that was

my story with, with my tolu. Thank you so much.

Thank you. Thank you. Bye. Yeah. No problem. Have a

good night. Bye bye. Alright.

Alright. So we just missed a call. We just missed a call from somebody.

We did. We did. And I believe I know who it

was. Someone in Beer 30th day. Call, I wanna make

it to to lighten the air a little bit, if that's okay. Yes.

Go forth, Joey. I think I know it's coming. It

is. May 4th be with you. I have to do, you know,

the normal Star Wars joke at the beginning, just like we had been talking about

your At At the beginning, you're in your 40s. For an hour and a half

in, Joey. I know. But at the beginning, we were talking about

Star Wars movies and how Damion has not seen any, so we're all

gonna rib him about that 1.

But how many Stormtroopers does it take to change a light

bulb? Oh, boy. None because they're

all on the dark side.

Goodbye. I got a good Damien laugh out of that 1. And Kristen

almost left. I did oh my god. My earphone cord

capped me. I did. Oh, that's good. That's that's what we pay it for. Close

lined me. To keep you

We got time for 1 more caller this evening.

I know that there is is a certain person

whose name starts with an a, who's been

messaging me, trying to get through and, like, contact us

all night. There's been technical errors, Both ends, we've all been like, oh,

shit. Oh, shit. Oh, shit. And so if you've seen me looking down at my

phone, it's just been us going back and forth.

This person whose name starts with an a, if you could give us a call

in, that would be absolutely fantastic. The line should be completely

open for you at this moment. That number is

208-717-1611.

All you gotta do is use your phone for what, way back

in the day, they were intended for. So that is 20871716

1 1. You can type in the number, click

call, call in. It's just like a regular phone call. There's an awkward delay, but

you'll get used to it. We get used to it. That's part of being a

pro. So it is 208-717-1611.

If you give us a call, that'd be fantastic. It's also listed at the top

of all of the live chats going on with the live streams right

now. It's all over the place. You really you

you, You can't miss it. Yeah. Right.

Yeah. And, so while we're waiting on caller a to call

in, Gail, why don't you go ahead and and tell us about episode 5

coming up on June 1st? Mhmm. Y'all, let me

tell you. I hope this person interrupts. Alright.

So

Hello. You are live. Can we get your first name and where you're

calling from, please? Oh, thank you. You're welcome. Thank

you, Andrea, from, Birmingham, Washington.

Could you say that 1 more time? I'm so sorry. If there's if

there's any chance that you have us on playing in the

background, could you mute us or exit out of the tab

and then and then chat? Because I think we might be getting some weird

weird audio feedback here. Yeah. I'm in the mountains, and

there's nothing around me right now besides that. So

There we go. That's bad. Oh, yeah. Not okay.

So I was, I talked with Gil. Is Gil

here? He's the 1 talking to you. Or yes, my friend. That is me. Say

hi to you right now. Hello. My name is Gil.

I can see you guys on your YouTube, but I I apparently,

technology is not my friend here. And I'm

sorry that I'm is it? Crashing in at the moment, but,

I was asked to join tonight. And, I

missed the topic, unfortunately, but, hi.

Hello. So so I believe, so

a while back, I posted and this is a message for, honestly,

everybody across all of these different channels, across RKB,

across, Paranormal Girl, across Black Cat Report, across

CNN Live, ABC, NBC, Fox News,

anybody that's posting this story. Right? We'll post a

poll about 2 weeks into the month, and we'll say,

hey, insert question relating to whatever we're gonna

have an episode about. And if somebody responds yes

to that, we're gonna follow-up with you. And so the question that I reached out

to you with or that you responded to and then I reached out to you

with was, have you ever had contact with a

loved 1 who's passed on? Very simple. I'm

not asking yeah. I there wasn't details about how did you have

contact, in what ways, in what methods, who wasn't. Nothing like that. Just

very simple, have you? And,

and you replied yes. And that's why I hit you up yesterday in

the 11th hour, and I was like, hey, girl. Can you cop on? That'd be

awesome. So so yeah.

But I but I do know you have more of a backstory. You've you've got

a you've got a tank load of stories behind you. But,

you know, I I believe that we all do, and I'm very, sorry

that I couldn't, be online so I can see all

you guys and things like that. But, yes, thank you,

Gil. I just couldn't help but, like, it was fun.

Like, I I love the black cat Report, and it's like, okay.

So these people kinda get me. I am a Spectrum

doula, and, I,

do birth, postpartum, and death, and spirituality.

And I've worked for a funeral home as a doula the

past, 5 years 4 years. And, you

know, like, like, like, bring it. What questions do you

have? Like, you know, it's just it's just it is what it

is. Yeah. You know? And and,

so have I connected with people? Abso

fucking lutely. You know, like, you know, I do

green burial. I do green burial. I'm a sick burial tender.

I believe in, when people, transition

in any way, shape, or form that you know?

Especially when, in the end of life transition,

you know, you put them on dry eye, you have 3 days till the soul

can leave the body, which might be in the heart,

which is very RKB, but typically through the

crown. And, yeah, like, people talk to

me all the time. Shit.

What what's a story you can tell us? Is what it is.

Yeah. What's the what's the most interesting story that you

Joey from DCR? What's, what's an

none as much interesting, but maybe the most recent story that you've had,

was was somebody connecting with you? Oh, you know,

it's it's it's, again hi. My

name is Andrea Fitzgerald, Norfolk Spectrum Jewel. I'm from Bellingham,

Washington. Oh, just my gosh. Like, it's

just, you know, just doing your own thing, and then, you

know, you see something in your awareness

Mhmm. And someone speaks to you, you know,

like or something shifts, like, you know, like,

things can move in a room or you know? And

Yeah. It happens often. Yeah. And

and and if you're aware of it So so let me ask And you don't

what's the question it. What's the

so so I actually am, in a very, very

odd way in the way life life is life is incredible about being

on, with the way that it squiggles around like a corkscrew between so many different

routes. I've actually been close

to, at a point in my life, a death doula,

in Tampa, Florida. She is from New

Zealand originally. Y'all are in a very small community.

There's a slight chance you actually know a New Zealand death

doula. I'm not gonna I'm not gonna I probably do.

Yeah. I I think there's, like probably do. Like There's, like,

30 of y'all in the United States. You know her. But we're

not gonna call you out because, some of your practices,

though, just in history, are not

legally just at the moment. And I 100% fully,

fully respect the work that you do and the the, I

wanna say, the gap that you fill in in society.

Society has a complete pit. Western society, especially

American Western society, has a complete, utter

pitfall when it comes to how we

process letting loved ones pass on. Mhmm.

We are shit. Like, you wanna talk about showing

your age? We show our age. America shows its

age as a country, as a developing culture. We're not

a culture, but we are a developing culture.

America shows its age and shows its developing culture when it comes to how we

handle death. We're a shit show with it. Know,

when you

know, when you when you compare to other cultures of the regions

of the world that spend 1, 000 of

years in very intimately developed communities

developing their process of grieving of culture, you know what I'm saying, of

of passing on. We ain't got shit on Cat. And death

doulas are at the full front like, they they are on the

front line. So when you say full spectrum Mhmm. I know what you're hinting at.

I'm calling you out, my friend. I I know I

know how far is it that, can go. I've got lots of things in my

tool belt to talk about. Yeah. Yeah. So

so I wanna ask you here. I I guess I wanna, like, focus

in because, nobody would be surprised if you had a 1, 000, 001

stories. Unfortunately, you know, again, like, like, a

last super fucking awesome caller, we're gonna have to give you a whole

goddamn episode. Sorry, but that's what you get. You Cat you get the full

premium spiel. Alright? I've been interviewed so many

times. Well, that would be awesome. You know, I would love contact. I would

love to talk to her. I would absolutely love to talk to you, Andrea. Well,

go down go down the rabbit hole of my Instagram. You know, like

Yeah. Go ahead. The amount of the amount of times I've had coffee and

talked with the deaf doula. Like, this shit is gonna go on forever, and we're

all gonna be best friends. Now I have to ask you I'm gonna

have to ask you. I want you to pick 1 Yeah. Just 1

Mhmm. Of your favorite I'm so sorry. I'm

not my face isn't here. But It's all good. It's all

good. We can hear you. You're you're very expressive with your tone. We can we

can hear your face through your voice.

So I mean it. I mean it. So folks that folks that speak

well, you can do that. Right? And so,

Well, I'm a bass player and a singer. So

See, but I Oh, yeah. Everybody left.

Now, so so I I have to ask you,

if you could if you can, if you would please pick

1 story, just 1, of

someone who is the closest to you, emotionally

in life. It could Beer, a little fur baby. It could be a

feather baby maybe. It's a gray parrot. I don't know. Those motherfuckers live forever.

It could be a scale baby. It could be a a great leather

sea turtle that's lived for a 150 fucking years. You know what I'm

saying? Any it doesn't have to be a nonhuman

connection, and I I swear to god, III mean that. Or it could be

a human connection, a a person connection, a personal

connection to a living entity. That's how it should be worded, I think.

If you could pick Cat 1 story of a

post post, post passing contact.

You know? You're in you're in the the what we what we think is the

living world, and and they've passed on, right, whoever

they happen to be. If you could give us 1

story, would you give us that? Would you deliver that

to us? Because I know you got a million. Sure. I'm I I'm just trying

to go down the rabbit hole of the the many people I've been called

to assist. And I like Mhmm. If if if I was,

like, 18 I'm 40 I'm 48 now.

Right? And it's like, are you kidding? Like, okay.

So I've been doing this, like, clairvoyantly and,

okay. So I could pick my family. I could pick,

people that I've done, my

birth, postpartum, and death work with.

Let's see. The most poignant, you know,

was this young man, 19,

and, gang banger, all that. And Yeah.

Yeah. I'm just like okay. So in my

experience, you know, I've I've,

again, when I was 18, asked me what I'm Probably not

this. I wanted to be a lawyer or a full but,

no. But this is Report because something thing is is that

Something happened at 18. Oh, I'm just trying to figure out

Cat yeah. Yeah. No. No. No. I'm saying this is why it's so significant. I'm

sorry. Sorry for interrupting. Like, this happened so

early that it's, like, of course this That's why I went Yeah. The

delay. I'm my my apologies. I'll shut up. Okay. So the first thing I would

like to are you Gil? Are you Gil? I'm totally

Joey. No. That's Gil. I'm Joey. Oh,

great. Thank you. Okay. So my my first my first response

is active listening. Active listening is, like, it's, being

comfortable with silence. And, so

the I have many okay. So,

you know, like, it's just, can you bring me back to the Kristen? Because,

like, you got me no. As as a

doula, apparently, I'm a clairvoyant and

clairaudient, which I don't coin and

don't, make money off of that. However,

when I, like, I I have been called

to assist, birth, postpartum, and death, All

life transition. And where

I feel, you know, it it's a blessing.

Take it or leave it, whatever you call that. Like, I'm not religious. I'm

very spiritual. However, like okay.

So Mhmm. Joey, like, you're asking I'm

telling you, like, I've literally, went

to a person's place of,

where they died, brought them back to

our annex, put them in the cooler, all that kind of

thing, and, then dress them,

for their people to, lay them in

honor. And I'm a huge fan of that, and that's why

So I think that we've got a period of that I I'm so sorry.

Sorry. I was trying to bring it back to the original question, which was around,

like, an actual, like, a singular story.

I feel like everybody's, like, kind of, like, on board with understanding. So

what's the original question? Uh-oh.

Gil went mute there. You you back on, Betty?

No. He's mute. Yes. Can you hear me? Black on. I'm so so

sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm navigating between all the devices over

here. I just wanted to pull it back to to

the question of a singular of a singular experience. Because because,

again, like, you know, a death doula I think it was going

down that rabbit hole. Okay. Please continue then.

No. I I yeah. I picked, I've,

as a doula at a funeral home.

Past 4 years, I worked through the pandemic, never got sick or

the shit Cat shit, whatever. And,

this particular man was a man that

is largely known in in my

as a bird guy. Like, he he just was, like, kinda

knew everything. And he had a heart attack in his yard,

shit and pissed himself, picked him up, and then I

dressed him for his family, and they gave me a picture

of him. And

he always wore a leather jacket Paranorm with, like, the sleeves

inside. And I'm telling you, like, brass tacks.

Like, when somebody is dead, you know,

like, when you're trying to dress them this or that, it's

it's, you know, it's interesting.

However Yeah. This person, day

2 day 2 on his, the sun, like, his

his soul was leaving his body. I'm trying to put this

goth darn leather jacket on him, and he

grabbed my arm. He's dead, but he's, like

Oh. You know? Like Holy shit. Oh, yeah. And it was

like and my my coworker was

like we both looked at each other and were like, oh, hi.

You know? Like, it was it was it was very,

lovely and, but kinda weird.

Yeah. I'm just saying, like, like, my point is is

that back to this I don't even know. Like, I'm

sorry that I it was too hard to get into this conversation. I wanted

to be present with my face. But, you know, I I

Cat tell you many stories for the record. You know, like,

the thing is is that, in my experience

is being open and mindful

and, like, our people talk to us no matter

what. And this person didn't know me shit from peanut butter. You know

what I mean? And I just put his leather jacket on and adorn

him, you know, and and and lay and laid him an honor.

You know? Yeah. I did that. Like, that's

it. That's it. You know? And and it's it's a

huge, huge honor, and I hope I answered the

questions properly. You But You you know?

You you 100% did. You know, you don't have to think you don't have to

you don't have to think too much about it. You know? Yeah. Like, we

don't have to think too much about it. Like, just

don't. Sorry. No. That's

suck. No. Thank you for thank you for that. That was great. That was a

I did. Cat was a great it definitely shocked me when

you reached in and we're just like when

when you reached down with your story and we're like, oh, grab arms. Like, woah.

Okay. That story that story popped off crazy. And and and and what you're saying

too is, like, that was an honor and a blessing. And and and and what

you're saying too is, like, that was an honor and a blessing and to I

guess, for you to share that moment with the the spirit

of the person or afterlife or whatever. You know? Yeah.

Yeah. To they shared that with you to be to be an amazing part

of you. Well, and and, thank you.

However, like, I I was a kid I've been

a birth and postpartum doula for

17 Beer, and my dad died in 2015. And I

learned, like, I'm a sacred burial tender.

You know, I have so many things under my Boos belt, like, you

know, like, we can get this done spiritually and

holistically, and we can take care of our own. And and

that's basically where I'm at and within birth. You

know? Just it it's

simple. And that's where I feel people,

take it Boos legitimately. You know? And it's like, well,

we can just, you know, we can just make it a nice

meal, and we understand we're

having a birth or we're having a death Mhmm. Or

whatever life Kristen. And we can it can be

very simple is what I'm getting at. Yeah. Super

simple. Yes. And everybody like, you know, I'm an

advocate I'm an advocate for

that. You know? And, like, no upselling. Did

I answer that? You you did. Yeah. You You did, and it was

great. Would you mind actually I know I think a lot of listeners, if you're

okay with it, would you mind sharing your Instagram for us

just like you can say it at, you know, at your handle, if you're okay

with the sharing with us for our listeners? Oh, absolutely. I'm

sorry. Like I said earlier, like, I I my face isn't here. I'm

trying going down the rabbit hole. However,

my business 1 is Golden Willow Doula.

And, yeah, just like it sounds like a tree and

doula. But, you know, I get it. And that's the thing.

Like, and, apparently, I'm an anomaly.

But it's it's it's like I said like I said before,

it's super simple. It's it's that's the thing. It's so

simple. There's Yeah. I don't know. Like I

want I wanna give you a shout out. My heart. You know? I wanna give

you a shout out while we're on the air, while you're still here. And I

I wanna let you know Cat, and I'm I'm

I hit you up on Instagram. You should get a message. I'm gonna call you

after the show if you're available, and I'm gonna send you the way that

my audio has been messing up on my end tonight. I'm so sorry if

there's been anything awkward, but I did at some point. Y'all

check the cameras. I I put my phone down or I put my

headphones down on top of my phone so that people could hear what was going

on in the room, and I recorded it. You'll hear why I was

disoriented. Like, I just came down from LSD. So,

like but, no, I I wanna nothing. But

but no. But but I

wanna give a massive I wanna give a massive

shout out to, to all the death

doulas, right, that are out there in the

world. The practice is gorgeous.

Like, if you wanna talk about some of the most beautiful

moments in life, it's

to experience the passing of a loved 1 via the

care, the the guidance, the understanding, and the direction

of, of a damn good deaf doula. Like, it is

1 of the most needed things in Kristen culture that

I would say because, hey. Guess what? We're all gonna fucking die

someday. It's gonna happen. Everyone you know and love,

including your fucking self, we're all gonna fucking die. I'm sorry if

that's breaking news, and I'm sorry we try to forget that all the time. Die,

dear 1. It's going to happen, and a good death doula

brings in something that every single

culture, religion, and faith on the planet

has recognized and developed hyper accurate

practices for Cat fit into a complex cultural

schema. Everyone on the planet has

recognized Cat, and modern Kristen society I don't just

wanna call it out because it's modern Western society, but modern

Western society has neglected this, has tried to

ignore that death takes place. You

know, we try to act like age is a crime committed against us.

And, like, that's a that's a quote from a philosophical book, but it's the

truth. And what death doulas do

is is they bring in a a an absolutely

beautiful transition for folks in their moment of

their their biggest needs. So you are the per

you are the perfect person to, And I know you do more than death I

think but that's a big deal. You were the perfect person to end this show

Boos, so I wanna give you a round of applause and say thank you for

what you do and what you provide to folks.

Can I just ask real quick Black you? Yeah.

Before before we let you go. So I I have people in my chat trying

to find you on Instagram. Would you just so sorry. Would you be able

to spell out, yeah, just 1 more time? Give us that

at on Instagram because people are very interested. Go ahead. I

don't have an app. Like, I don't even have a website. I'm all on referral.

Have an Instagram. No. I didn't I I said I don't

have a website and things like that or an app. Oh.

It's golden willow doula or Andrea

Fitzgerald. However, thank you so much for, Of course.

Cat. And it's it's the truth. And if guess what?

This is the thing. Like, it's so simple. We're

only going back 50, 60 years

with birth and death. Like, we bring it

home. We take care of our own, and it's not

scary. You know? Yeah. That's what I do.

And that's it. I very much appreciate it. And I'm sorry

I couldn't, like, show my face here, but, like, go on my

or Mhmm. Well But, you know,

like, all my friends tell me to do this Instagram thing, and I don't

like social media. That's why. Here's But I don't the deal. I'm

I'm gonna hit you up I don't soon. We'll we'll we'll set up a time.

I'm gonna hit you up soon. This is what I actually do in my professional

life. I help people with with digital things. This is not a dry

run for my own advertisement. I promise. I'm just gonna hit you up because I

honestly believe in what you're doing. Kristen, whatever

contact information she gives to me that she

wants to share with the public, I'm going to pass on to you. Mhmm. And,

you know, which within the hopes of already here. Right. Of,

hey, everybody that's out there, we will post it as a story. It'll

have a 24 hour run. So anybody that is out there right now

or a post or a reel, whatever you wanna do, Kristen. It's it's your channel.

But, I don't snail mail. Who

the fuck cares? But the point is, whatever whatever

she gives to me, I'll pass on to you as a nice call to action

for everybody that you can pass along to your friends and stuff.

Awesome. Well, we could do it now, but this is gonna end in a moment.

Yeah. Yeah. We're Well, just, like, goldenwillowdula@gmail.com.

Beautiful. Okay. Thank you so much. Thank you, Andrea. I really

appreciate it. Alright. Thank you. Yeah. Thanks to you. Bye.

Sorry. I couldn't be there in person. Oh, yeah. Oh, it's not okay.

No. None of us are. None of us are. Good

night. Good night. Alright. Heidi,

real quick. Her so her name was golden

willowdoula, and it's

D0ULAD0ULA Cat

Gmail. Mhmm. Alright? Yeah. I'm a reach out to her too. She's

awesome. She's freaking awesome. That's cool. Yeah. It

wouldn't be AB3 episode without Gil going on

a nice long rant for us. Thank you, Gil. We love it. What the hell

did I do? What the hell? Thanks a bit, Blake.

Oh, man, you guys. Well, I think we are at

that time. Yes. Mhmm. Thank you.

Yeah. I have 1 last word. But I guess I'll hold out. Do you wanna

hold on to it? This is the the emotional 1. Right?

A little bit. Yeah. Yeah. You know what? I'll I'll leave it to

you. It's up to you, man. Mhmm. Gil, tell us about

episode 5, and I'll I'll decide by by then. Episode

Cinco. Pippa's go.

Now episode episode 5 is

going to be an interactive, game show

style, Colin, for folks that love Art Bell, for

folks that know Art Bell and the old Coast to Coast episodes. There

was a classic, super, super, super classic

thing that he would play on random nights, which is what

every night of our show is, and it is called Truth

or trash. It's very simple. What the deal

is is any caller can call in, and they tell

a story to us and to y'all out

there listening. And we then

keep that caller on the line. They they stick there with us.

People in the chat are going to, you know, message in, and they're gonna

say, hey. That story was real. Hey. That story was trash. You know? Was the

truth? Was it trash? We're all gonna vote on

it. We're gonna set a time limit, say, 2 minutes, 3 minutes,

totally arbitrary number at this point. You'll find out more when you tune in. Now

we're gonna set a time limit. Everybody votes, and everybody has a

window to ask a question. Right? We're gonna ask

the caller a question live on air. So the goal of

this is lie through your fucking teeth or tell

us an insane truth. Some

crazy fucking shit that happened to you. You accidentally

ramped off the Statue of Liberty on a Ski Doo. You know? Like,

I don't know what the fuck happened. You know? But you actually fucking did

that shit, and you're trying to convince us otherwise.

Now we're all gonna say truth, or we're gonna say trash. When

we get to a certain number, we're gonna say, alright. Polls

are in. Truth or trash. The vote is truth or the vote is

trash. You come at us and you say, ah, it's actually

true. All the losers have to take a drink. It's a drinking show, by the

way. I don't know if you noticed the first word in the name of the

the show. But we're gonna take a

drink. So call in and trick us, whether it's truth or whether

it's trash. But this is an interactive show. So if you have been listening and

you've been like, fuck. I don't have stories for these topics.

Now is your chance. Lie through your fucking teeth. Pick your

favorite fucking host and just work your ass off

for the next, you know, 29 days, 30 days, whatever,

to convince them. Lie to them and be like, I knew that

motherfucker was a fool. So that

is truth or trash. How much more time do you need, Boos? I've been over

here trying to stretch this out for you. Ram stand

Beer. Deboos. You got this. Alright.

Okay. So, of course, all you guys

know about Keith. For those that may not know,

who hasn't listened before, Keith was my best friend of

20 years growing up. Police officer in our hometown,

shot and killed in the line of duty in 2011. For the

longest time, I went by his grave, like,

every fucking week for, like, 3 or 4 years

straight every single week. And, of

course, there would be random things that would happen that would be like, well, I

wonder if that was him showing me something. But I

remember distinctly having 2 very vivid dreams

that involved him. 1, I actually

sent you guys in the chat, you know, a couple of months ago that popped

up on my Facebook memory that I I Boogeymen about, but, luckily, I've recorded it

on Facebook. Mhmm. And I was like, oh, shit. I forgot about

that. This one's not really the emotional 1. The the the

second 1, I'll I'll tell, is kind of emotional. But in this

dream, me and him were doing what we love to do. We

was going out. We were checking out this abandoned house that we heard was

haunted, and some chick had gotten murdered there. We went

in, you know, checked out this room,

seen some something written on the wall where the girl

supposedly was murdered. Seemed written on the wall,

beware of her smell or something. I'd have to go back and find it. Or

or it was something really Beer. And then we suddenly said, oh,

it does smell like that. Then we hear somebody from outside hollering

at us, and we look out the window, and there's a woman outside. And she's

like, hey. Bring me the brick from that Boos. And we bring her this brick,

and we come back inside. And, like, Keith just, like,

disappears. Then he reappears out of the same bedroom

wearing totally different clothes, and it was really weird. And

I don't know really what that meant if it was just

him saying, hey. Continue doing what you're doing with the paranormal. I

don't know what that was, but the 1 that really got me, we were back

in high school. And, you know, I've been out of school

22, 23 years now, right back

in high school. And we're me and him's walking down the hall, you know,

just chit chatting. And I'm you know, I remember just looking

over at him talking, and we come up on a couple of our other friends

and they're just like, man, who are you who are you talking to? I'm like,

what are you what are you talking about? You're just you're not talking to anybody.

I was like, yeah. Well, I'm talking to Keith. And

they're like, dude, Keith's not there. I'm like, what do you mean? And

I'm like, he's right he's right fucking here, dude. And they're like, no, man. He's

he's been gone. And I look over and he

just he just, like, smiles at me and he

just, like, fades away. And,

Like, I remember waking up kinda like this, like, choked up. Like, what what

did that mean? Was he letting me know, hey. I'm

good. You know? Hey. Don't forget about me. Like, I always wondered, like,

what that dream meant. And

that 1 just always really stuck with me. I didn't I've never forgot that 1.

The other 1, I kinda forgot. But that 1, I just never it

was like it was in high school, and that was what was really weird

because he got killed, like, 10 years after we were out of school.

It was just I don't know. It was really strange, and I never really knew

what that meant. And, you know, there's times where

something random will happen. I was like, man, that's gotta be Keith doing something to

mess with me. And my wife will my wife never had never met

him. You know, we didn't get together for me and her got

together 10 years after he died, and she's like, I I can tell when he's

around. And but

that that dream, I I Cat never forget it. Like,

clear as day, he just looked at me, smiled, and just faded. Like, when they

said he wasn't there. And it was just

it it always just stuck with me.

So, yeah, that was that was that. So,

anyway Thank thank you for sharing that, Damion. Yeah. Thank

you, man. Oh, no. Seriously. It was a good 1 to

to take this episode out. It was gonna always gonna

be a special episode. I I Yes. I did

not expect to be so moved, you

know, right away and then, right here at the end too.

So thank you, Damien.

Yeah. Yeah. Cat means a lot that you would share that with us.

And, you know, it's it's an it's a neat dream. I think

it's neat. You know? If that's if that was the last

visit, if that was the final goodbye. Mhmm.

Mhmm. That's cool. Yeah. That's really cool.

There's there's a lot there's a lot to unpack there, and I'm I'm

very grateful that we've got it, we've got it recorded.

We've got it on audio. It's something that can be

replayed and regone through. Right.

Because that's that's how

that's how that dream is to you, man. Mhmm. And that's to a lot of

these folks. Right.

Right. Alright, everybody. Take a breath.

We are there. We have arrived. We have.

Before we close out, of course, you can find, why

don't you guys start Black Cat Report? Go ahead. Tell everybody where they can find

you, follow you. We just found this new

program, this new tool. It's called Google, and I am a

sarcastic asshole who is trying to lift the mood Cat the

moment before dropping the name of our

show. So it Google. It it means a lot

of numbers. That's basically what it means. It means AAA large amount.

Fun fact, Google's original name

original name before they they rebranded. This is the importance of

rebranding and why you should hire motherfuckers like me.

Google's original name Black Cat. Is Black

scratch. Oh. I'm I'm not

fucking shitting you. You

can Google that. The original

name of Google was backscratch. Wow. So

I just cleansed the palate. You're welcome. Find us at

Cat. I think it'll be pretty obvious between

actual accounts that are reporting black cats and a

paranormal podcast, but you can find us anywhere podcasts are listened

to. If not, we just released a bounty.

If there is a platform, you can't find Black Cat Report, you let us

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you. There is a goddamn bounty out there. So if you find a platform

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to this and you can't find Black Cat Report, you fucking let us know. Alright?

We will get We'll get inside. You. We will we'll run a fucking

rat line. Alright? And that rat will have a black cat chasing it. Now

I've taken up too much time. Boos. What's good, my man?

Oh, shit. And for anybody that can't find

Black Cat Report, back scratch it. I'm sure you can find it.

Yes. Joke of the day. So for

those that want to listen to my 2 and a half seasons of life beyond

6 feet, just like, you know, what's on multiple platforms,

sure you could easily find it. It's on all socials,

Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, x, or Twitter, whatever you wanna

call it. RKB Paranormal, even though we've been

on hiatus with that too. All of our stuff is out there. YouTube,

that's where we post all of our evidence. When we get back into

investigating, we use Facebook and Instagram and and all

that stuff to kinda promote where we're going. We keep all the good stuff for

for YouTube. So check us out. Good videos on YouTube.

Couple of jump scares. Couple of jump scares.

Kristen, go

madam. Yes. You can find the Paranorm Girl

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wow. That monster

beer is strong as it is. My favorite.

Report. We'll try this again. Until next time, here's a toast to the ghost

in your hall. The Bigfoot hiding in your yard.

The gray waiting for you to fall asleep. And may the

drink be with you. Cheers,

everybody. Bye. Cheers. Bye. Bye.